Coming Home

I'm back home safe and sound in the good old U. S. of A. It took me a couple days to adjust back into the North American culture, (it was weird falling asleep with no dogs barking and roosters crowing, not having madioca at every meal, and no terere with my family), but during that time I have been able to look back over the past 5 weeks and reflect on my time in Paraguay.

My biggest goal in going to Paraguay was to find out what in the world medical missions was, and what did that look like. During my time with the McKissicks I learned that medical missions isn't just about being a good doctor and healing people in a different land, but also interacting with your patients, getting out into the community, church planting, discipleship, and also not neglecting to take care of your own family God has given you. Just as medical missions is a two part word, so is the job. By using medicine as a platform we are able to fulfill our mission of making disciples and followers of Jesus, and this missions is the reason why we do medicine. 
I really felt like God was showing me a lot about myself and that He was shaping my view toward missions as a calling He has placed in my life to do someday using medicine as a tool to get there. 

By living with a host family I was completely immersed in the culture. It is really humbling to come to a point where you don't really know anything, and are completely reliant on learning from your host family for even the basic necessities of life. I was really thankful for this opportunity though as I came to really love my host family, which kinda stinks in a way because it was so hard to say goodbye. They have left a spot on my heart, and I hope that I left them looking at the God sized hole in theirs. I pray that my actions I showed toward them was part of the seed planting process and that someday they will give their lives to Christ.

When people ask me "What was your favorite part?", it's hard to give a simple answer, but I think I would have to answer this questions by saying it was the testimonies of the missionaries we interacted with. We were able to meet many different missionary families and individuals working in Paraguay, and they all shared with us how God called them into missions and the work they are doing now. It was really neat for me and my team to see all of their different testimonies and backgrounds and how God has been there for them. They encouraged us that yeah, it's not going to be easy, and many people won't understand why your doing what you are, but when God calls you, man that's the most fulfilling thing you can do despite the odds. When God calls, He equips. 

In the conclusion of my trip, I'll leave you with some random things I learned in Paraguay:

• take the time to greet everyone when you approach a group, even if it disrupts the whole church service
• eat it, ask questions later
• throw sanitary out the window
• church is held outside with everyone sitting around in a circle
• when it rains, the whole town shuts down, literally no one goes anywhere
• you can't flush the toilet paper down the flush
• take a shower during the middle of the day, because that's when the pipes are warm
• they don't really have dessert here
• it's a very trankilopa (all peaceful) type of society
• terere is very important cultural thing
• it is totally appropriate to just stop into someone's house for a visit without them knowing you're coming
• the day starts at 5a.m. and dinner is usually sometime after 7p.m.
• lemons are actually orange, not yellow
• manderinas (a cross between a orange and tangerine) are everywhere, and you can just take them off any tree and eat it
• Paraguayans are very materialistic
• the TV is on 24/7
• pig skin doesn't cut easily with a knife
• drinks (such as water and soda) are usually not served with a meal
• use the table cloth as a napkin and eat with your hands
• when in doubt if you get lost just ask where the Americans live, and they'll be sure to point you in the right direction

Once again, it cannot be over emphasized how grateful I am for your prayers and support during my trip. And I will be selfish and ask that you keep praying for me and my team as we integrate back into the American society and take the things we have learned in Paraguay and share them with people like you. Also for more long term prayer requests, that I will listen to the directions God is leading me and the call He has placed on my life. I know I really have no idea the impact each praying person is making in my life, but I thank you and encourage you to keep praying. Who knows it might be one simple prayer for a girl, that makes one big difference for the kingdom. I'll close with something we learned in Guarani Nandejara tanderovasa, which simply means God bless you.